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Thursday, January 26, 2012

Day 1 again


Russell woke me up in the middle of the night. He rarely does this so I got a bit concerned. I asked him if he is hungry, he said no. I asked him is he had a bad dream, he said no. I offered him a glass of milk and he drank it in two gulps. Now, I can't seem to get back to sleep.

Oh well, might as well blog...

AF showed up yesterday. A really big bummer for me. Actually I've been expecting to see AF since tuesday after my doctor's appointment. I didn't get a chance to see my regular OB because she is currently in the operating room so I was endorsed to another OB. He did a pregnancy test using urine and it was negative. Then he sent me for a TVS, a bit painful because my uterus are retroverted. They found nothing inside me so a definite negative. I was bummed out that I needed to blast the car with music so that I won't think about it while driving.

Hubby said that I should not worry so much. We also found out that the gestational sac can only be seen around 7 weeks. I was just 11 days delayed so they will really find nothing. Which made me think that I might have made a mistake going to the doctor on tuesday. I also wondered if I didn't go to the TVS and they didn't probe me, then the cell might have implanted.

Sigh, I can't go on like this. I must stop on the what ifs and just focus on what I need to do right now. I need to stay positive and deal with the stress as much as possible. I'll go to my regular OB on tuesday to discuss with her what happened and ask her to help me prevent it from happening again.

The good part will be that hubby and I will start Bding so much again, lolz! Now I have to plan for our valentine's date. Suggestions anyone?

Blessed be.


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