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Wednesday, March 30, 2011

31 days and counting


Later it will be 31 days since I started working full time (again). Everything is very new to me. New company. New responsibilities. New people. New knowledge to grasp. New challenges. New opportunities.

There are times that I wish I could just stay at home and take care of my son all day. However, the call of discontent is louder and more persistent compared to the call of laziness. I've always hoped to be known for my own capabilities and not be limited to others' perceptions. And I believe that working outside my comfort zone will be the only road to shine light on that hope.

Still I can honestly say that I am not sure about my future in the workplace, as there are quite a few uncertainties that goes through my mind right now. In return, I simply keep an eye out for opportunities to continue improving myself and concentrate on the details missed by others.

I am often asked, "Why do you still work?". My answer is always "I work because I want to." I never really gave much thought on why I am working as it is more important for me to pull strength from wanting to work rather than depend it on something else.

I function better when I think that "I want to do something" instead of "I need to do something".

For now, I want to get some sleep...

Blessed be.


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