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Tuesday, July 6, 2010

It's like giving birth again...



It's 4:30am and I'm still awake.

I should be sleeping or doing something very productive for school, except I'm here, blogging my rants away. Roe having puppies is like giving birth again. The feeding every two hours, the endless cleaning of poop and the constant arranging the puppies every time they cry makes my sleepless nights really hard. One of the reasons why I'm considering not to have another child, oh that's another story.

I miss my bed. I miss my Russell. I miss hugging him every night while we sleep. I even miss his kicks to my tummy when he's running in his dream.

Still, I don't think I'm in the position to complain. Having dogs and trying to breed them is half my idea too. I just hope there is someone to help me during the nights. Russell offered to help me. I decline of course because he needs his sleep for school. As if I don't have school...

My school starts at 6pm. But it does not mean that I don't have school stuff to do before school starts.

I think I might have bitten more than I could chew. Or maybe I'm feel like crap because I haven't slept yet.

I just wish the tension headaches will not come back.

I think I need to get some shut eye.

Blessed be.


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